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You look in my eyes and tell me you are afraid

You want to be honest so you tell me that for me you have prayed

You say that you felt bad because of my ways

You also told me that you felt sad thinking that I didnt have many more days



Where did you go thinking that I need your help

I did not ask for it, I did not plead

If you want to be of help, go take care of yourself

and leave me here to bleed



I count down backwards from ten, just to stay calm

So pissed off at everything, So I cause myself more harm

I have these plans that I have made

They involve you and me sitting out back in the shade



Why does everyone’s eyes have that look of fear

That I will do something dangerous and tomorrow wont be here

They need to stop worrying and get off of my back

This is not a selfish act



Maybe they all need a clue

That it is not so dangerous, what I am about to do

I am just trying to find a little love

Something perfect; that fits like a glove..



I sit back and make these plans..

Try to meet everyone’s demands

In reality I can be kind

Maybe unique and something rare to find



So don’t judge me before you walk in my shoes

Else you will be the one who will lose