All our dreams, hopes and plans,
Thrown out the window, trashed and scattered
Broken Promises and vows,
A heart broken, bruised and battered,
Cant see past our deadly silence, when nothing is being said
Everything we worked for is now dead
We had so much to hope for,
A better and brighter tomorrow
Is it really over because all that is left on the inside is sorrow
We held on, we both know we tried
But our effort doesnt make up for all the tears I have cried
Is this just a dream that from which I cant awake
Please if it is, wake me now, for my sake
Cant you see the tears, cant you feel my my pain
Save me from this nightmare before I go insane
I wish I didnt have this bad feeling, wish I did not feel so much pain inside
Makes me feel guilty for all the times that I lied
Is this payment for old mistakes
Finding more hurt, finding more heartaches
Things have changed so much in a short amount of time
I only want to find where this gets better so I can be fine
Don't want to be stepped on, walked on like all those times before....
Instead this time I am afraid you will walk out the door
Now we wealk in different directions, new paths
Seems we no longer walk the same tracks
Are any of our dreams still the same
Or is the end of the game
Do we have to let go of all we ever wanted, our dreams
Things cant get any worse than what it now seems
Cant we hold on to even a little false hope
I am afraid that without you I cant cope
All our dreams, hopes and plans are now dead
They are ruined by words that never, but should have, been said
Promises and vows and hearts were broken
Why couldnt those simple words have been spoken
Guess this is where we give back each others hearts
Broken, shattered and ripped apart
All that is left in my heart is I am so sorry
The tears fill my eyes
I let go of your hands.....
and as a tear falls down my face,
I say, "Goodbye..."
Sometimes I wonder if this clamity is my own fault...I am at a loss for words....
I like this a lot though
Essence