Trying my hardest not to fear
Because after all, I only want you to be near
Fear ruins all the good that I have found..
and in that moment, I cant help but run to somewhere far, sure to be safe and sound...
You are all I need in this life to survive
Yet I continuelly try to hide
I am so scared to get so close
But I should not because I am the girl you chose...
Never Have I been without someone so completely
Never have I been with someone beyond clothes and skin and a loving touch...
The one time I got this close, I ran fast the other way...
I know that you love me and would never make me rush...
I still am afraid for you to see the real me...never seen by anyone..
Maybe it because of all the scars, the proof of where I have been..
But I love you more than life...
and It is you I would die without...so why do I have to put up a fight, just stand up and let things happen without strife...
Not sure what to do, or how to go about this...
In reality I am so very shy...
Cant we just rewind,
at least until we are able to share a real kiss...
Take it slow and gently, make me feel this comfortely
There is no rush, we have forever to get down to bare essentials
Embrace me love,
you have all of me for eternity
Whisper in my ears your words so sweet,
kiss my lips so deeply..
Say you love me and make me believe..
Promise to me that You will never leave...
This is our life now, it is ours to share..
Never to be alone again, how does that make you feel..?
I am yours and you are mine...till the end of time...
Forever faithful, forever true...I will always and forever love you...