you get sick after a while
being by yourself and being lonely for so long.
it gets to you makes you --->SICK
when there's no one there to hold you in their arms,you become sick in the head.
not SICK but crazy.
you're actually ILL when you cry so hard and you're always alone.
it gets to you make you ---SICK
when tears stream down your face night after night,hurt lurking in your veins,tear stained clothes,damp pillows and,wow, if the walls could speak of what you've done to yourslef at night...
if anyone could watch you every night as you cry yourself to sleep, no one there to be your medicine,they would cry, too.
you grow up only knowing isolation,loneliness,rejection,and independence and you dont know how to deal with the world in any other way.
because it has always been "world versus me"
and you've always had to fight your own battles.
everyday is another battle.
and it gets to you.makes you --->SICK.
lonely nights.
tear stained face.
strawberry gashes.
helpless cries for help.
you get sick after awhile.
being alone for so long.
it gets to you.makes you -------->SICK