you see these tears stream down my face today
are from a long time ago;from things i've heard and didn't say.
because your words broke down my walls they were limp and weak already
as i learned to expect the lowest of the people i thought the highest of,i became emotionally unsteady.
and now i stand here 10 feet small as my disguise towers over the rest.
i've come to decide maybe,
just maybe,
i just don't deserve the best.