I sit here alone
distanced from the others
I know we are one
but the feeling remains
I am surrounded by nothing
and everything at once
confusion reigns supreme
while hope glimmers away
speaking seems unneeded
words cannot matter
people are nothing,
yet my entire world
I'm bleeding from my mind
a flow of all I once knew
Intellegence ceases
while laziness prevails
breathing is a chore
and living is a curse
I am the best and worst of what life has to offer
To die would be selfish
but living is pain
I want to break out
though this path is beaten deep
Hope and try seem worthless
and yet I won't give up
it's either foolish pride or denial
I still can't decide
and yet I fight for life
like it matters
I battle demons
as if I have a chance
I strive to live
when I want to give in
one more moment where I put myself last
so fkn awesome--i love this one as well--you've great talent--i shall keep watch for new posts--i like the way you choose and use your words, it makes it easy to really feel...or for me--i felt this one deep...thanks--jen.