Untitled for now... 1/18/06

I sit here alone

distanced from the others

I know we are one

but the feeling remains

I am surrounded by nothing

and everything at once

confusion reigns supreme

while hope glimmers away

speaking seems unneeded

words cannot matter

people are nothing,

yet my entire world

I'm bleeding from my mind

a flow of all I once knew

Intellegence ceases

while laziness prevails

breathing is a chore

and living is a curse

I am the best and worst of what life has to offer



To die would be selfish

but living is pain

I want to break out

though this path is beaten deep

Hope and try seem worthless

and yet I won't give up

it's either foolish pride or denial

I still can't decide

and yet I fight for life

like it matters

I battle demons

as if I have a chance

I strive to live

when I want to give in

one more moment where I put myself last

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ice_princess's picture

so fkn awesome--i love this one as well--you've great talent--i shall keep watch for new posts--i like the way you choose and use your words, it makes it easy to really feel...or for me--i felt this one deep...thanks--jen.