When you appeared in my life it seemed a great gift
My spirit was down and needed a lift
From day one the chemistry was clearly there
I opened my soul to you like I hadn't a care
We bonded so smoothly I knew you were different
Though I'm not a believer, you must have been Heaven sent
Our relationship grew and we shared so many laughs
You even stood by my side as I repented a great gaffe
Act 2 of our friendship took time to build
To overcome my blunder would take great skill
You allowed me to resurrect my demons and such
You even continued our dates for lunch
Our kids became friends and another bond was formed
No longer could our feelings be simply ignored
My wife became jealous and thought I would leave
But I stayed and fought with my heart on my sleeve
I promised and swore that our friendship was real
But still she thought our love was concealed
I battled for months just to be together
Not as lovers but friends who actually need each other
No one should ever choose between friend or spouse
No way in HELL would I sit this one out
So I got out my gloves and prepared for battle
The bass of the shouts made walls start to rattle
I clawed and I climbed and I refuted all points
I scratched and I bled and I cracked a few joints
I cried for you til I could cry no more
My love for you allowed me to soar
I came to you because you were my friend
I thought you were there through thick and through thin
But I guess one true friend is all I can handle
He's stood by my side through more than one scandal
He'll have my back until the day that we die
He picks me up when bitches like you fly
But still I hurt and still I cry
And for the life of me I don't know why
Why I let you control my emotions like this
And why I let you get me so pissed
God damn, I don't know why I give a shit
I'm not the one who decided to split
You lacked the balls to say it to my face
I guess you just didn't have what it takes
Or maybe just wanted to run from the pain
Either way it's fucked up; just saying
You say one day maybe we can start again
There's no way that could ever happen, friend
Right now I'm vulnerable but I must stay strong
Even though I still think of you all day long
I see a car like yours and I think of you
I speak so ill of your name it's like I have the flu
Why did I fight? Why did I struggle so hard?
Just to be let down by a fucking blonde haired broad
I was hoping on hope and standing on pride
That nothing could ruin this fantastic ride
In the years to come as your breath slowly fades
I hope you realize the bed that you've made
And turn to me after your heart has switched
So I can politely say, "Fuck you.....bitch."
A man scorned
Excellent work here in your prose; every line so lovingly created. Well written even the last line. Really enjoyed reading your poem, the reader is lead along by your intimate thoughts and feelings only to be let down but still amused by your wry humour and personal remarks. Great work godamongpoets.
http://www.postpoems.org/authours/a.griffiths57
Thank you. I was very angry
Thank you. I was very angry when I wrote this. I hoped that the emotion would come through but through everything I try to keep my humor.
Thank you for your kind words.