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sometimes when life is standing still and my thoughts are running wild I think peace I may find. 

sometimes when life is running wild and my thoughts cease I think I may finally be at peace. 

but a rush of reality I must face before I can find a place.

The day I met you I knew I found something new.

a part of me that was hiding behind something blue.

we laughed, loved, lived.

and then into the ashes you blew, poof....gone?.!.?!...

alone and wondering why I chose the love I don't deserve.

wondering why you chose the love that you knew you would give away?

I feel like I lived this life before.

The lost love of a ghost that is no more.

You were mine and we were ours.

Your pain haunts my veins, they scratch and itch and I want to be with you.

But your mind is blank and I'm torn between the clouded and the sane.

A love that  we had that was was both hurt and confused.

I just want to know, to hear..you loved me.

I loved you. I just wish you had heard through my crazy that I Loved you More.

I wish it had been enough to filter the needle that needed you, that clogged your brain, heart and veins with an unnecessary pain.

my heart will always hold you near, I'm my thoughts, dreams and life's course in which I steer.