Without You,
I’m a cancer to myself~
my skin is a host
to the parasite that is sin.
It feeds on me,
growing in strength
from my lifeblood;
its very survival contingent
on my dependence on him.
Without You,
I am wasting away~
spirit weakening,
blood thinning.
Without You,
I am wearing away~
bones fractured,
heart shattered.
I feel Your disappointment
at how my life has turned out;
not your shame though:
shame is of Satan.
You understand why I falter;
You’ve been there.
You know how sin works:
what a rampant grip
the devil has
on this powerless world.
You do not force us
to follow You,
not like he does.
All you do is show us
what you offer
is truth and love.
And if we reject You,
it is our choice
because once we do
you will not persistently chase us.
You do not give up either;
You continue contacting us
in those little subconscious whispers
so we never feel alone.
And when we finally open our ears
and realize it is You,
You will reveal Yourself to us
in all Your mercy and grace.
But we must pursue You first;
if we do, peace and joy
are our rewards
as well as the knowledge
that someone loves us unconditionally.