I ran away
the day after
my 16th birthday.
I hear the screen door
slam shut over and over
in my mind every day.
I don’t know why I left;
I just know I can’t go back.
I can’t set foot
on the premises anymore.
I know I’m not welcomed.
The signs with the
same blood-stained words
are spread throughout
the front yard
stating: “Prodigal child,
you are not allowed here.”