It's so hard to let go
Not only because of everything you are
But also because you were my first
No, you were not the one take away my virginity
Although I wish you were
But something more special
You were the first that truly loved me
You were the first with whom I was able to put my guard down
The first one I allowed myself to trust and love
Don't get me wrong
This is not all just a set of selfish reasons
On the contrary
You were my first
That I did not use
That I was able to fully give myself to
To unintentionally vow to unconditionally love
And the truth remains that I still do
Thank you for showing me how to truly love
For giving me everything I needed
And satisfying me in ways I never even knew I needed
I will forever be grateful and thankful for you Sweepy
And I know I will never be able to let go