GROGGY EVENING

 

 

I’ll be glad to get to bed tonight but time is moving rather slowly.  I guess I shouldn’t feel so tired but I do.  I’m thinking about a girl I don’t know.  She’s been burned onto my mind for some strange reason.  I could say lust but that’s true for a lot of girls and they don’t linger on my mind like having something really special.

 

It's really an unusual fantasy play for me to be involved with.  I should be partying on and meeting some new girls or just jamming out the tunes.  I shouldn’t feel groggy over someone that I don’t even know.  I guess it’s just a bunch silly idealism that I’ve let grow on my mind. 

 

I can look at posters and muster up a real hot dream.  There it goes again and I can even get really sophisticated, too.  I let my mind drift through a few thoughts.  A dream is all it is and all it will ever be.  I know that but it’s still fun to have a fantasy girl who doesn’t make mistakes or ask stupid questions or complain about everything you do.

 

That’s really an important function.  I guess it’s a healthy practice that I’ll easily be able to transcend.  I know that another ideal will soon come along and then I’ll wonder what I ever saw in the current fantasy girl.

 

 

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