They say you never forget the first time but I can’t remember a lot of firsts. I don’t remember the first day of kindergarten or that frightening first bus ride to school. I know I went to school I was normally the third tallest kid in the class in the early years. One taller student was a girl that wasn’t very nice to me and a few years later I beat up her brother. That wasn’t my first fight and I don’t remember the first fight. By puberty, she was pretty and I was taller. She smiled at me a lot but they moved so that never had a chance to become my first kiss…I remember a lot of stuff and yet very few firsts
I don’t remember
Echoes Peter Gabriel’s song
it’s all elusive
I wanna call it a first
but in truth, I just don’t know