Imagination run amok. My dog always manages to get off his leash when I dream. He can run freely through the fields and violate innocent bushes. He taunts me with his freedom. I laugh at his joy until I notice that he’s gone from sight. I don’t know where he is. I frantically search forests and suburban streets desperately seeking my baby. Sometimes I think I hear his bark but it never pans out and I face the horrifying thought of losing him.
wake up in cold sweat
feel around for that warm fur
hugging extra tight