scratching my ass
and drinking beer
released some tension
earlier
in the evening
didn’t even enjoy it
too cold
too mechanical
listening to music
from Indonesia
thinking about
three women
and poetry
not recovering
from the cold;
not ready for bed;
not able to rise
above the reality
of my surroundings
never up to the occasion
fall short
of the mark again;
fall way short
of the goals;
repetition
predictably dull
most certainly
the novelty has worn
thin by now
I’m unable
to get excited
about any of this
just take it
on the chin
It’s not as bad
as it seems right now
never is
From Now On
I shall contemplate men in triads. :)
It's best not to consider me
It's best not to consider me standard issue. I'm sure there are less flawed models out there.