Wondering really what
success is and what failure is
A lot of the daily grind
is to be expected
I wake up every morning
(though sometimes it doesn’t
feel that way)
and go about my business
with my only uniqueness being
the way I hold my pen
An old friend says
“I went for the position
you said I could do
and I got it.”
Now he’s making 100K a year
and has a nice blonde wife
with a nice blonde pussy
and drives a Mercedes-Benz
and me—
well—
I must be a fool
cause I’m still here
another girl I knew
has her own business
after I encouraged her
to get it started
Occasionally she sees me
and says
“You didn’t want to marry me.”
counting her money
as she wiggles her tight ass
walking away from me
I could be pissed but
I still don’t want to marry her
I praise Jah every night
that I found the strength
to not walk off that plank
Many others I’ve known have blazed
past me on the trail of success
and all I hear about day and night
is how much fucking potential I have
and no one stops to think
about how lucky I am just
to be alive and still kicking out
these obnoxious poems
and besides happily ever after
never did really exist
as many of these people
have ultimately learned
My girl with her own business
filed for bankruptcy
and still has no husband
or steady man
and my buddy with the 100K a year job
has a nice blonde wife
with a nice blonde pussy
who thinks a poor hungry poet
is better in bed than her old man
and though I’m a little demented
from wear and tear the smile is still
firmly entrenched on my face
and though I gain no pleasure in sorrow
and misfortune I do stop
a few minutes to ponder who has
really the fool all along