Remember back
in high school
when instruments
like accordion and banjo
were viewed as Poindexter
nerdy instruments?
You picked on the kid
that has to play
those instruments
in the school band
and then you grow up,
drink a lot of beer,
smoke a lot of pot,
chew a few mushrooms
and fail miserably
in love and life
and wind up doing shit
you never wanted to do
and suddenly
you listen to Poindexter
playing Cajun, Zydeco
Bluegrass on his instrument
and you realize just
how wrong you were
and maybe that’s why
you ended up here right now
in this unsavory position
and the Rock Gods start looking
foolish if not dead
Well, I guess we can’t
be hung for the folly of youth
but it does cast a pall
on the rest of the day
and the beer remains
and you’re too old
to keep tripping at Dead shows
on mountains in Colorado
or beaches in Southern Cal
listen to that banjo play
and suddenly you feel
like Jed Clampitt
but even that has
to be better than this
It is one good reason
to not go back
to high school again
It wouldn’t be cool
to listen to music like this
and that would be
a really crushing loss
9-25-97