sitting here
with an empty glass;
my eyes
feel the grunge
of yesterday’s indulgence
I can’t feel a thing
for trying to see you
in my mind
so depressing
and so lonely
to be here without you
and not even knowing
where you are
I just think
(as much as I can)
of all the things
that might have been
and it really makes me
feel like an ass
to think about it
in this throbbing state
of remorse
what might have been
never is
which is hard to accept
at this time
1500th Post
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A
Milestone!
1,500
should I start counting
should I start counting backwards? thank you.