I'm not surprised....
when everytime I arrive home
I'm not touched
when the first thing you touch
is my pockets
I could've sworn you were the cops
I'm not surprised
when everytime mating calls
you never answer back
you beat me in the head with
the constant headaches, the,
"I've been working all day, maybe later"
Fuck, I never thought your definition
of later meant several months
And I'm STILL waiting!
I'm not surprised
when I say I'm going across town
you wanna tag along
not just to be with me
but for me to be just there
when Nine West is having a sale
and your thirst for shoes is worst
than a vampire's lust for blood
over 40 pairs and you've worn half
and you want me to get em
I'm not surprised
when you're with your work colleagues
and to this day I never met any of them,
let alone speak to them
are you ashamed of me?
am I only good for one thing?
am I not good enough to fit your criteria
tell me
I won't be surprised.
Ooh. Very deep. I like this a lot, sounds like a difficult situation. I've been there... my page is full of relationship drama pieces. But trust - you'll find release.
Heavy. Wow. I guess men get used just as much as women do. We're all human and can easily get in the habit of taking advantage of someone, if they let us. Good scribe.