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The Pain
The pain continues even though gone
From my life but not completely from my heart
Traces still remain.
Surrounded by all the negative emotions
That culminate into Hate
I try to let it go
But yet I continue to suffocate
Beneath the hate and become
Overcome with the pain.
The pain of yet again being disappointed
By the one who swore to love me
Till the end of time.
HE, While speaking
Love poems to my heart
Used ill wills and played with my thoughts.
And I believed, I believed and
The web weaved and conceived
More than just a state of mind.
For later
Innocence was born
And the pain continued on multiplied now by two.
What was I to do with a heart
Once tattered, but still whole
Now broken in two and slooowly being torn apart.
But he never meant for me to ache
Never meant for me to ache
Meant for me to ache.
Once directly was the pain caused
Now not so direct
But the pain continues more intense than before.
As she closes her eyes at night
And wishes me a good night
And still prays for the one who took flight.
When she utters the title of the shoes
That I try to fill, but can’t
I ache and the pain continues
And I cry, and I cry
And she cries because I cry
And she doesn’t understand why
I cry and she never will.
So I silence the tears from her eyes
And internalize mine
Providing the needed substinace
To nurture the feelings within
To cultivate the feelings within
But I subdue the feelings within
Bury them deep within
And try to begin love again
So maybe one day this pain will end
But for now, the pain continues.
