i was evil
after we stopped dating
i kept thinking i would see her
in a bar and she would be intoxicated
i would remind her of passion and soon
her sweet lips would be pleasing me
in the parking lot
then i thought my pleasure wasn’t
a good enough punishment
so i would take her back to my apt
and massage out all the tension
living in her calves
turn her over and suck pleasure
into her thighs
engage in her darkest fetishes
secrets that have taken months
to discover and i would hit on everyone
charming all her nerve ending
so the next day she would wake up
satiated and wanton
with that smirk called desire
trembling inside her temples
but in contemplating all her pleasure
i realize it isn’t easy being evil