Life,
To feel lost.
Choices,
To make the wrong decision, and suffer the result.
Love,
To feel so passionately, To hurt so deeply.
Pain,
To realize you were never heard, or understood.
Betrayal,
To be told by the person you cared for and respected most they don't care.
Depression,
To be in a constant haze of despair.
Regret,
To have lost control, and to pay so dearly for it.
Alone,
To have all of those you cared for most, even your child.
Insomnia,
To have everyday and night haunt you, the nightmare won't end.
Death,
To realize this is probably your only way to make the pain end.