The last several weeks have been nothing
But me tearing through my thoughts
Every night, sleepless.
Where do I want to be,
How am I going to get there?
I tried to pretend it didn't bother me,
But all I could do was wonder why
Nothing can fill that space.
When I see something familiar,
The reason stares me in the eye.
It's just not the same.
Nothing is the same.
I'm Retired
...and the questions are in past tense. Why did I go there? What happened to the silver lining and the rainbows? When reasons stare you in the eye, you are on the right course. Thought provoking, reminescent of days long gone remembered. Bless you for sharing these words - Just Bein' Lady A