Getting a bottle
of Grand Mernier
for a Christmas gift
& my memory
immediately jolted back
to 11 years ago
when I got drunk
on Grand Mernier
and threw up.
It was a pretty
intense, drunken night
that one was.
And the sudden jolt
of expectoration unplanned
is intense memory
as I flash back
to those young, wild nights
That was back
when you thought
you were king;
the lion in the jungle
And each evening
possessed a certain air
of possibility
in the knowledge
that anything was possible.
but now you’re older
& much, much wiser
and I’m sure I’ll be
a little more judicious
in my consumption now
but the immediate feeling
of illness was numbe
by the memory of the taste
Yeah, it was
some really awesome shit;
great tast and nice kick
Of course, I don’t
abuse it anymore
but occasionally
a good kick in the ass
really hits the spot
(hope you’re not offended
by long, pointless, meandering jams.)
and nowadays
one kick a night
seems to be
all that I can stand
I guess the Rimbaud thing
should be beginning
to wane about now.
and another day lapse
and I move further
and further away
from the past
and navigate new wisdoms
that I didn’t once have
at any previous point
in this game
Moderation can be fun
once in awhile
just don’t tell Bill Blake
I told you so.
1-23-98
Hey fuche_bu
"...I move further
and further away
from the past...
I really like this way of using a calendar - nice line! slc
thanks, it's easy when you
thanks, it's easy when you lose track of time