I once drank
two 40 ouncers
of Crazy Horse malt liquor
while watching
Sam Shepard in “Fool for Love”
before 7 AM.
& the sun crept up
over the horizon
& it’s rising rays suggested
the dawning of a new day.
Crazy Horse & Philly blunt cigars
walk hand in hand
with the unemployment line
& the sickness
of being envious
of those with real jobs.
It was probably
an insignificant moment
like all too many other
meaningless moments
I look at my neighbors
getting in their cars
& driving off to work
where they’ll no doubt
moan and bitch all day.
& me, I’ll finish off the bottle
& crawl into bed
for a good morning’s sleep.
There’s a period
of self doubt
& wailing boredom
at inefficient time spent
but years later
it’ll matter little
and no one else will
really give a damn
& truth be told
neither will I.
I put out the cigar
and I wave to passing cars
of neighbors
heading off to work.
My eyes are bloodshot
Sleep will do me good
as long as the sun
isn’t too intense.
7 AM is as good
a time as any
to hit the hay.
I felt that way then
& I still feel that way now.
You have described it well
You have described it well and intensely. My son has just recently lost his job (after two decades of continuous employment); and, just as it was with me in 2004, it was due to an error that meant nothing until someone wanted to make something of it. In the bank in which I work, all of us are always one error, or one customer complaint, from dismissal. Loyalty to employees no longer exists, because corporate boards are too busy compensating themselves and their executive cronies rather than looking out for the interests of the workforce that makes their damned profits for them.
Starward
thanks, I had several bouts
thanks, I had several bouts with unemployment back in the day. Now I'm over 50 so I'm hoping I can hold on to my current gig until I'm able to retire. Sounds like you had a rough ride but made out okay. Good luck to your son. Hopefully he'll get another job and make out all right.
Thank you. The first couple
Thank you. The first couple of years were a very rough ride, as our income had been cut down to less than half of what it was. My son's is about in the same proportion. Thanbks for the kind words and the good wish for him.
Starward
Glad to hear. I know that
Glad to hear. I know that feeling of getting downsized and having to take a job for less money just to survive. Belated merry Christmas and timely happy new year.
No
Horrible being unemployed, but great being retired - Happy Day slc
I wrote that one back in the
I wrote that one back in the late 90's during an unemployment stint. Things are a bit better now. I still have some years before retirement but I'm getting there. thanks for reading and commenting.