I examine others around me flourishing
Their lives blooming like a flower
I wander aimlessly through my own
Everything I touch wilts instantly
Each time I catastrophically halt my world
It becomes that much harder to bounce back
As I stand here today I have miles to make up
This nightmare is my reality unfortunately
All of which comes from my own hand
Blame can no longer be deflected to others
And I have to face the cold hard facts
I try to cling on to something positive in my life
But it's like I am swaying from a slippery ledge
As each day passes I lose a finger's grip
There was once a time when I held hope closely
But through the years optimism has moved beyond the horizon
I pray the Lord will fill me with vision and knowledge
While my life's flame flickers in the worlds gale force winds
The battle within me has spilled over into others lives
I pray if I search hard enough I can find a reason to change
And start a journey that I know to be terrifying
But ultimately ends on my own personal path of righteousness