Been on this journey for far too long
But somehow stood still all along
I've lost my map and can't see land
Stranded for years out at sea man
I pray the lord extends a free hand
And I can envision THE plan
But spoken words are easier than actions
When it's time to act I fall prey to distractions
Can't help but wonder if it'll ever happen
Or am I destined for pain everlasting?
Each day I live this life
I know I'm not living right
I can't even call what I'm doing living
That's an insult to the gift I was given
I want my real life back where the colors are vivid
As my pen hits the pad, my morals now a kleptomaniac
They've stolen my spirit, begging myself to give it back.