Lay this gently on me
I'm begging you please, put your heart on my sleeve
If you can't let me in, then please let me leave
Some trace of my scent in the autumn leaves
that are falling around us like heavy hearted shame.
I lay this lightly on you
Forgiving your demons is harder to do
the faith I had makes it harder to
pick up the pieces of us that were strewn
Around and around like the fullest, bluest, moon.
I don't ask much of us
It's ok with me if you feel that you must
Throw what we had off into the dust
Forget what was love, and just call it lust
Put it out on the lawn and just watch it rot and rust.
Lay this heart on the floor
My part of the wound is a little bit sore
You threw what all I gave you out the door
The shame that I feel cuts me straight to the fucking core.
I forgive all your pains.
If you'd let me, Id run to your arms again
I'd capture your eyes, and we'd dance in the rain
We'd laugh and we'd laugh til we're utterly insane
Remember the time that we talked of a plane?
Fly off in the sunset and leave it all behind?
I'd do that with you just to see what we find
we'd lay on a beach and just simply unwind
The rest of the world would be totally blind
I'd forget all the pain and the tears and the hurt
We could take all this shame, throw it into the dirt
I could lay in the sun, watch you take off your shirt
Lay down next to me, maybe even flirt?
This is simply the dreams of a girl whos heart
has been taken by someone and torn apart
It probably wont happen, but its a start
Relationships can be
Relationships can be complicated, but you turned it into silky, galloping magic in this exquisite heartsong. Your work has that relatable, engaging quality. I'm captivated.