What My Heart Needs You to Know

Wanted to let you decide
The fate of what was to become
I regret that and hide
Deep in a bottle of fun

Could have been so much, call me out of touch, Never be my inevitable
Crutch
Off in outer space, what a lovely place, to rely on inevitable
Waste.

You're just too damn far gone, I'm just another pawn, I'm just another pawn
You're just too fucking wrapped up in your night to consider I'm the dawn.

Do you ask yourself, if you have a heart,
Why the fuck'd you even like her from the start?
You outta know by now, she's not a fucking game
She let you in, and now she's taking all the blame

You're just too damn far gone, I'm just another pawn, I'm just another pawn
You're just too arrogant to care for what you've done

there's only one damn thing, that I asked of you
And its the one damn thing you're unwilling to do
You see this fucking mess you made out of my chest?
WHY WON'T YOU PUT THESE FUCKING PIECES BACK TO REST???

Why did you even start this?
Why did you let her fall for you?
Who were you trying to impress?
What were you trying to do?
Is this your idea of fair?
Watch her beg for what used to be?
I thought you loved the smell of her hair?
You said her eyes set you free.
You said your bed smelled of her
and you loved her tiny hands
She told you her favorite flower
and how she can't really dance.

You told her you were falling for her
That's when she let it go.
You failed to mention one thing:
Who you really were.
And now shes crumbling slowly
trying to catch her breath
You won't even face her
You're ashamed
but what you don't know
Is that she already forgave you
a long time ago.
And with each passing day
That you stay away
She just wants you to be happy
Even if it's not with her
Because that's what love is
And you deserve that.

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Very relateable

Very relateable


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