I hid my heart in a shell
So invisible, out of reach and I pretend .. i am incapable of feeling
A knock on a door, as if it was a spell
Filled with hope, a butterfly escaped.. she was trampled while she was sneaking
I spoke my mind and I did tell
So many words, yet I was stumped, my heart desires to stop the beating
I wore my dream catcher and asleep I fell
out of a dream, I was chased by nightmares.. yes; my dreams were deceiving
I put a smile while my heart dispersed,
My thoughts were muddled, my face I painted while I was breaking
I pulled my self and walked through hell
As many times as I needed, fractured and shattered but I’m still dreaming