cannot say how long--
Forever is a feeling,
something that is losing,
and fracturing.
soul bound to memories,
the laugh--
making the heart flutter,
the smile that brings joy.
Eternal seems my links,
chains of the lost,
sound echoing in the mind,
Pure ectasy spewing.
a laugh to bring tears,
tears to bring sadness,
the sadness to bring desire,
to fix it all for you.
out of touch,
locked away,
thought to be free,
untrue.
Why is the question,
should i be in this,
bittersweet state--
Complete me again?
doubtful return,
tired, drained,
hang from this metal,
wrapped around limbs.
staring from the distance,
even your existence,
your joy now,
keeps a part alive.
could ever be free?
do I want to be?
these memories refresh,
seabreeze you never shared.
why do you have to be,
you?