"It's not you. It's me."
I feel like taking you by the shoulders,
grabbing you and shaking, shaking, shaking, until your head screws loose and flies away.
I’d ask you if you've seen my mind - because I’ve obviously misplaced it.
Question: Do you really think I'm that stupid? Obviously so.
Inside I'm screaming - dying; beating at my chest and ripping at my clothes.
But on the surface I'm calm and collected, smiling and nodding to you that I'm fine.
Question: Do you know me at all? It appears not.
Unzip my skin and see who I am within.
You still want to be my friend?
That's just peachy.
I'd wrap my arms around you if I knew you'd actually feel them.
I’m sinking like a balloon low on helium.
Down, down, down
When I'm alone,
I let loose the whirlwind of Crystalline tears,
which scream as they sweep down my cheeks like a roller coaster.
Later I will pull letters from my mouth and try to fix them into words that you’ll understand, but all I'll recieve is a stern reprimand.
You will only become confused, and say, "Haven't we already talked about this?"
You seem perplexed.
So let me put it simply:
Love me.
Hold me.
Kiss me...
Miss me.
I aboslutely love this poem. It's obviously very emotive and i can fully empathise with it. Its the madness that is loving someone. i really liked this piece.