You hate how I try to speak of the past
As if knowing that I grew up too fast
Realizing the things I saw were true
Knowing everything but what to do.
I'm falling like a teardrop to the floor
I don't know who I am anymore
Land on a bed of roses, yet only feel the thorns
It's ripping through me, Body battered and torn.
I seek comfort in such little things,
Knowing what my sadness brings
thoughts of death and a blade
The scars have yet to fade.
No- I cannot fall- I've risen too much
Though all I was is his delicate touch
To the razorblade I cannot bend
Please lend me strength, my sister, my friend.
I like this one, it confused me in spots but in the end I understood it.