Fed Up

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Our song came on the radio today - I knew all the words they would in harmony say

I remember us singing on your bed; in recollection your voice echoes in my head

It made me stop to ponder - Do you ever think of you and me?

Do you even care about your treachery?

If you could apologize, would you try? Or would you just continue to lie...

I was looking through our photo album, thinking about what we’ve become

Pictures of us smiling, kissing..

I find myself missing what we had; to me it was more than just fun..

Then I feel anger towards your face and the part of my heart that’s your secret space.

I will never trust you - never be your friend - but I’ll always love you in the end.

You used me, and crushed my heart; but that wasn’t what forced us apart.

It was that you lied and broke our trust - All our relationship to you was simply lust.

A year and a half you cheated - In the end I felt so defeated.

I’d have done anything for you - I laid my soul at your feet.

A year and a half to end in such heartache -I felt incomplete without you.

Over time I’ve grown less fond of the name Leah - and your color of blonde hair

That traveled down just past your shoulders - I’ve become so much colder.

You ruined my trust in relationships - I’ve realized I make up excuses now

Not to get too close - not to give the chance of getting hurt. How could I survive?

Now I strive not to think about what someone could do - not to think about me and you.

Because when your face appears in my head

I find that I’m fed up with you and the thoughts you give me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

About Leah. 2006

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Afzal Shauq's picture

a good piece of writing and rich idea you expressed in it.. like it very much and i enjoy your work as i dont forget best friends like you but you forgot me i think.. thats why there is no single words send since long...

forgeteden's picture

Wow... I never knew those things. This made me want to cry, it was sad... But I like it.