A bullet to tear through the stars
And rip the heavens apart.
Aimed to my chest because
they hold no regret.
Luls me to sleep, like a cradle to a child,
slowly,losing, conscious.
One...Two...Three...
Smiles to count, all fresh, for how sacred is this?
Let time stop or else tell me of
Something more precious than this.
Then a screech, spoke to soon.
One look and then it comes.
One...Two...Three...
Do I remember?
How along ago since 'you'?
I guess i forgot that too.
No matter, soon we will all be together,
I dream of them, I remember them
and I will see.
One...Two... Three...
Times? I know its not the end!
Yet why? Why do I not just stop!?
My heart is filled with enough holes
to be left unrecognizable.
Can I not learn? Am I an idiot?
Left to follow after like a dog,
To be tossed aside on a whim?
I refuse, no more I will not forget this.
No more...
Time to lay down my arms,
I fought to the bitter end,
Backs against the dead,
Chest towards the flames.