...Her world crumbled again
as she realized there was something she missed.
Her previous life was not recognized,
had not been for some time,
but a voice, a scar, dead skin and dried blood,
reminded her of how it felt to be born again,
and die in unrelenting pain.
She gazed at him long ago, and wondered
what was on his mind.
That innocent wonder turned to resentment,
as she knew he was testing her.
She gave up, stopped caring, drew herself in,
and left town.
Here I am now, Zac, in Missouri,
the air cold as I have become.
What happened with you and myself,
as 'us' and 'we' are presumptuous words
implying a relationship,
was constructed out of spite, faithlessness,
and competitive nature.
I had everything to prove to you,
no tools to use but my own broken self.
Maybe someday, I'll come back to that town.
Until that day, I have become stoic and unwavering
in my path...
Chilly For Dinner
I wish I could grasp such hardness of experience tempered heart in my novels. Bad guys are hard to paint when the writer is relatively good in most things and able to spot trouble before it thinks about comin', so I shall try harder to hard, in tribute to your strength - Lady A