A death to my perfection
One that truly appeals to me
This death is suffocation
The riddle to set me free
I want to feel the loss of breath
Of going slowly insane
I want to die this perfect death
Without the horrible pain
I want to stop my heart from beating
I want to take a peek
Into the lights of Heaven, beyond
I want to feel numb and weak
And so I let myself drift away from life,
My vision slowly blurring,
My reality fading...
And at my last moment of life, I smiled.
It was so peaceful...
So perfect.
That appeals to you? It makes me nervous. The thought of dying from lack of breath.. It seems like it would take SO long...