Now can you see me crying on the inside?
My eyes they bleed with reflections of you
In my puddles of life, my soul is breaking
Shattering under this uncontrolled disaster
A broken dream that's running away from me
I sleep alone underneath clouds of black
A storm above my head as I lie to you
And this eternal pain dares not subside
A voice that's whispering underneath twilight
This place in my heart still empty with desire
Misunderstanding, haunting me inside
These needles going through me I cannot breathe
The darkness holds me, takes me in
The shadows cut me, I'm bleeding black
The knife that kills me ends this lie
Of this eternal darkness kept on the inside
The pain or pleasure, this evil game
That enters me slowly and tries again
To prevent this emptiness locked inside
To destroy my dream to run away again
Then again I see the disillusions
The torture says that I'm alive
The reasons empty, just one lie
That still kills me slowly, eating me from the inside
And as I try to run away
I see your face as I turn to shadows
The mirror shows me my true reflection
This ugly creature you turned me into
And now times fading, empty lies
I?m returning to nothing, as it is time for me
To tell you all I've been holding back
To reverse this offer of eternal black
A fake voice calms me, against my will
My reflection shatters I no longer see this pain
That's kept me here for all these years
I no longer have to bleed again
And now the voices return and the past is blank
Like the long wasted hours of our love, I've been betrayed
Once again I'm truly lost in this
Darkness in the shadows can you see me?
So you take this knife and split me open
My flesh is burning underneath this candle light
You burn my body, eat me alive
And rape my corpse as I can do no more
This pain is eternal, this blade is thin
You kill me over; watch the blood soak my clothes
You steal my soul and wear it as your own
So you can continue living as long as you will
You ripped my heart out, took my blood
And now you want to bury me alive
This hell you've created is nothing more then
A tortured soul that has been eaten again
So now the soul fire consumes me, eternal black
The innocence in your eyes has faded again
And my soul is broken, my body clean
As the voices kill me and guide me to hell...
To me that even when you write something when you are angry, the poem itself is never angry, it's always sad.
'Tis a beauty of your work, Rain. A pleasure to see such emotion put into this poem, one can not describe how well it is put out. Words, are not enough to begin to describe how well this poem goes, or how deep. I beleive this is one of your better works. Please correct me if I'm wrong.