Darkness swallows my final breath inside
Captivating me and stealing the light in my eyes
Shadows rising dust in the death of the night
Awakening rebirth to my shattered plight
Souls surround me, enter me, control me
These chains so unreal wont let me breathe
Suffocation poisoning this imprisonment
To think that this poem is what I've sent
As the blood stains through the cloth i wear
And i watch my skin rip, slit and tear
A warm liquid is in my eyes, a reflection far away
A mirror in the distance says I'm not okay
Pale flesh on soft floor to my mirror i crawl
When i see my shaded image it Isn't pretty at all
I pull away, close my eyes and try to understand
That the pain and the sorrow were all done by my hand
The sickening reflection that i am today
will haunt me forever, it will never go away
The scars on these arms will always remain
When crying or screaming or calling my name
Now the blood flow is wild, its now become time
Time for me to go home, time for me to die
And the crimson on the floor soaks into the solid crack
Now i must return to the home of innocent black
And i cry and i scream but will anyone hear?
A sound of horrid pain and a sound of broken fear
Then tender loneliness consumes my soul with a twist
A small cut became more with a razor to my wrist
And now the fire has spread, water's become high tide
loosing hope and happiness, leaving memories behind
Never will i be like my image once before
When you read this note i will be no more...
i love this poem