If I had to give up something, it'd be the ability to see
For the world around me is so fucked up and so completely ugly
Id rather live in darkness to have never lived at all
How can one large world hold a body this small?
If I had to give up something, it'd be to feel the pain
For I hate being involved in this ever lasting game
Id rather live in emptiness to have never lived a life
Feeling blood slide down my fingertips from this very knife...
If I had to give up love, then Id loose the life I live
For that would be my greatest wound and my greatest sin
Id rather live in loneliness then to have never loved a soul
For thats what makes our hearts live out, and grow...
If I had to give up life, then thats just what I'd do
For it'd give me time to think about the pain I'm going through
Id rather hold the hand of death if that is what I must
Than cradle myself in a corner before the waking dust...
"...hold the hand of death..." That part stuck with me.