I started,
The blade scraped across my flesh,
And the blood was drawn,
A smile crossed my face.
I kept going,
The gashes got deeper,
There was more blood,
A laugh pushed passed my lips.
I couldn't stop,
More cuts all up my arms,
Much more blood,
There was no more room.
I was lost,
There were cuts and scratches down my legs,
Messages carved into my skin,
My reality disappeared.
I was caught,
People started to notice the wounds,
So deep they needed stitches,
Though no longer bleeding.
I needed help,
They took away my razor,
I felt the emotional pain again,
I couldn't take it.
I stopped,
No more blood upon these arms,
The blade no longer created wounds,
Never will I smile like that again.
This isn't the end,
Soon I know that these arms will scar again,
And I will be happy,
Because one day I'm going to cut too deep...
Ah. This could be my story.
This poem expresses me completely.
This is one of my favorites.