I know exactly what I'm capable of doing and what I could of done. I did exactly what I wanted to do even if it looked a little dumb. Some believed I had what it took. Inspire others with how I made it look. Got myself out hoping to get booked. Then suddenly my world got shook.
My younger temper started growing more powerful inside. My peaceful sanctuary was no longer my peace of mind. Leaving no safe place to find and hide. Wishing I had a seatbelt on this type of ride. Regret not having them when I started to nose dive. And no wings holding me helping me to fly. Will I be a at peace the moment I die.