Afraid of my self

Cut after cut I dont care any more,

Fuck life I have nothing to live for,

My soul has no more tears,

In the dark I have no fears,

Afraid to look in the mirror,

Scared of my self,

Of the things Ive felt,

I listen to the screams in my head,

As I lay here in bed,

Tired of the shit she says,

To many thoughts,

Im the women I fought,

Scared of the dreams I make,

Keep my thoughts to my self for your sake,

Thought she said life was suppose to be a piece of cake,

My life is what this razor will take,

Or just push the pain away for a while,

Maybe then I can smile,

But for now,

Im afraid of my self,

And everything else.


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valerie's picture

that was a really good peom.i so undertsand how you feel and your like a great poet and some day everyone will know you for that.

Mary Wilson's picture

Wow, your poem has described times in my life. I hope that these days are better than those. I hope that the future times are 1000 times better than today! Keep on hanging in.