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its hard waking up and you are my 1st thought
i lay looking up hoping sometimes your mind i cross
wondering if you miss me or if the love is completly lost
stuck feeling hopeless cause i still havent moved on
im debating on fighting for it again and showing that i still love you
but my hearts a little damage from fighting before an losing a little of you each time over an over
and if i dont fight my heart will never fully heal cause i gave up on something id never get over
so i guess pain is what my heart is destined for
which is ashamed cause it once waited for passion but it left as quick as it came
an since i know i wont get over it i write about it an a little of me hopes you see it an know that its all about you
but you probably will never look at this site so my fantasy will never come true
an to never hear your voice again or to never see you again is a pain everyday that i hate going through
because you randomly cross my mind an my heart breaks just thinking about how much it misses you
id be a little happy if u atleast reached out an let me know that you know how i feel
but not knowing if you know how i still feel KILLS
cause maybe you think im over you so you dont think of me
but maybe if you knew i wasnt over you would think of me
i dont know what to say i feel like right now im acting like a tweak
but to end this ramble i really miss her an i hope she misses me