My Fault

Screaming that it is not my fault.

Yelling it for the world to hear.

I did not do it. 

I did not make him go away.

 

My mind is like poison.

Telling me it is my fault. 

I was the one who killed him. 

Even though we were not even near each other.

 

YOU got into a car. 

YOU did not put on your seat belt.

YOU flew out of the car.

and it was YOU who died in that accident.

 

With all of this, why do I still have these thoughts?

 

Why do I cry myself to sleep wondering what else I could have done.

If I drove faster to the hospital would they reverse that 

"DEAD ON IMPACT"

stamp that they placed on your papers?

If I would have text you back would you have stayed at home?

 

But I keep yelling.

It wasn't my fault!

It was not my fault!

IT IS IN NO WAY MY FAULT!

 

The only thing is, I believe the lie.

It is all my fault.

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