I painted a smile on my face even though I was dying inside
now here I am alone crying with no one here to wipe away the tears I cried
I love you but you love someone else and it is killing me
it is stinging my heart like a honey bee
even my stuffed animal is crying tonight
and no one is here to hold me tight
to see you every day and know that I will never hold you close
leaves me with a pain inside that no one even knows
Chorus
and they say
I'll be okay
but I don't know
to see you every day
and know you love someone else
is killing me
I painted a smile on my face even though my world was falling apart
is there a remedy out there to mend my broken heart
I love you but you only love me in my fantacies
and someone has given me a one way ticket to reality
my pillow is wet with tears of pain
even my stuffed animal knows your name
to see you every day and know that I will never kiss you
I just wished you loved me the way that I loved you
Chorus
They say I'll get over you
they say I'll get through
so I paint a smile on my face again
and go out in the world and pretend
pretend I'm okay
Chorus
I love you but you only love me in my fantacies
and someone has given me a one way ticket to reality