I wanted you to know
how much I love you so
it is my little secret I keep
cause I am falling in so deep
every time I try to say I love you
I choke on my words and never tell the truth
don't you know I need you tonight
to be near me and hold me tight
Chorus
cause pretending I don't love you
is killing me inside
I wish you were here
to wipe the tears from my eyes
cause you're the only one
that makes me feel okay
and I can't breathe
cause you've taken my breath away
I never meant to fall in love with you
it just happened out of the blue
and now when you're near my heart skips a beat
walking hand in hand with you down the street
how I wish you knew
how I feel about you
but I know you don't feel the same
so now hear I am drowning in my shame
Chorus
how I wished you loved me
how I wish you could see
I'm breaking petals of a rose
keeping the secret no one knows
she loves me, she loves me not
but I love her, i love her a lot
but it will never be
so will you cry for me
Chorus
Here I go again
having to pretend
that I don't love you