why am I still breathing tonight?
cause hope slipped through my hands as I held it tight
and now I can't think of a reason to live anymore
and I'm wondering what my heart is beating for
another sleepless night in my bed
hearing hostile voices in my head
and I don't know where I end
and where the voices I hear begin
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so why can't I end the tears I cry
and just give in and finally die
can't I just wave my flag and surrender
and go to sleep and sleep forever
can't I just escape this pain once and for all
cause I can't take it anymore, feeling so small
I have run out of tears to cry
so I just wanted to tell you goodbye
why am I still breathing tonight?
with happiness so far out of my sight
I cried and screamed in so much pain
with no shelter from the pouring rain
everywhere I look shadows watch me
they hide in the darkness behind each tree
I see the eyes follow me again
I try to hide but they know where I am
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tell me why am I still breathing?
what is it that I am needing?
where did the world I knew go?
I try to think but I don't know
my thoughts are scrambled like an anagram
I am so disturbed that I can hardly even stand
they chose me and I'll never know why
so listen closely, this is my final goodbye
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