my tears can end your drought
and my pain can turn you inside out
my suffering could fill your void inside
and my lonlieness could walk by your side
my sorrow could drown you like quicksand
and then maybe you would barely understand
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until an earthquake moves the ground below you
until a tornado comes and ruins everything you do
until tears become your water you drink every day
until everything you thought you had got taken away
until you have lay in bed at night scared to death
of what the voices might say or do next
until your mind becomes your worst enemy
until there is absolutely no remedy
until you hurt so much that you can barely stand
only then will you even be able to begin to understand
my fear could feed a thousand starving people
and my numbness could make a novicaine needle
my depression could make the sky blue
my paranoia could make any lie come true
my hallucinations could take your hand
and then maybe you would barely understand
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so please don't say you understand what I am going through
if you have never been here and experienced it too
cause there is no way that you could understand unless you've been here before
sometimes I wonder why I am alive at all and what life is for
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