I wonder

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my head is spinning

as my thoughts spiral out of control

fear pours itself upon my heart

like a cold shower on a hot summer day

pain has buried itself so deep within me

that it is suffocating me and I can not breathe

I am crying tears of blood in sorrow

and once again I wonder how I got here

my heart is sinking and drowning in my tears

and I can't tell what the voices are saying

and what I am actually thinking

everything in my head is so blurry

like thick fog I can't see where I am going

I have been pierced with darkness

and rejected by the sunlight

so I continue walking in the dark

scared of what lies ahead

and once again I wonder where I am going

and why I have to hurt so much

and then I remember that within the darkness

Christ walks beside me

guiding me and holding my hand

and that he is stronger than all the hurt I feel

and that every time I was weak

he was there and was strong for me

and once again I wonder why he loves me

so much so that he suffered and died for me

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